If I am Master Wu,

I am so scared, I just can't forget the scene that made me have nightmares every now and then. The horrifying scene of male, female and children bodies piled up with blood everywhere was totally disgusting. Why must the girl I want to be with, die in the hands of the Japanese while helping the American bombers. It’s so unfair. How could the Japanese take away so many innocent lives? I hate the Japanese for being so cruel! How am I supposed to explain it to CC? How will she react after knowing that her beloved aunt was dead? Will she hate me for life? It is all mine fault that CC's big aunt died. I should have figured that something terrible would happen and then quickly take precaution. Now it is all too late. Why? Why? Why?